Wednesday, May 30, 2007

"i'm not hoping for what i know can't be. all that i ask is for your smile each day and i will give you love, yes i will never go away" -jeff buckley

tensions run high in the stoyan portion of this larson house. we are way passed tired and grouchy. disorganized. frustrated. and on completely diffrent pages. i know it's because we need our own space. i think everyone in this house is feeling a bit cramped. we all want to stretch our leggies and freedoms a bit. i got all dolled up tonight to go out and eat wings and watch the game with A*love...lucas couldn't hold still. the jazz were LOSERS. we were short with eachother. bad date. lonely night. try again tomorrow? keep on keepin' on. yes. try again tomorrow.
i bought myself 15 minutes of peace and quiet yesterday at target for 49 bucks. it came in the shape of a little tykes cozy coupe. it took me one wal-mart trip and four diffrent targets before i finally got my mitts on one. crazy things a mama will do for a moment.
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i'm tired. everyone is sleeping but me. i had such inspiring and compelling things to say but nothing good seems to be flowing out of me at the moment...so off i'll go to put myself to bed. try this again tomorrow? yup.
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6 comments:

  1. maren...i need your email address. for some reason my aol won't save them right now...email me so i can write you back from ages ago!
    love, lin

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  2. Linds... I just wanted to tell you hi and to check your email I am sending a little thing to you so check your aol account. You deserve a nice sit in the bath! Go get you one moment!! Take care and talk to you soon!!!

    Maren

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  3. cameron wants to say something to you - ..."happy mother's day"

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  4. Don't worry tommorrow will bring brighter days for you I'm sure.. we have to have a few bad days in there to remind us how really great the good ones are right? I only wish I could write and express things the way you do. I love you Lin-o... P.S. you voted for the wrong drawing.. sad huh! I think I'm going to loose the bet.

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  5. it's so easy to slip into that blah zone when your going on months and months and months of sleep deprivation. It's OK, I end up in that same place a lot of times, but always find a way to dig myself out. Usually it means saying forget everything else and going to bed by 9:30 once in awhile. Or staying up and having a couple of drinks ;)......

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  6. Hey Linds! So fun to read through your blogs..we should hang out sometime..I just live in Farmington with my hubby, so we're not too far away! Come play volleyball with us..there's a playground too for Luke! What do you say?....

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